[ jaejin knows they need to plan, knows this is an important step in the process. it doesn't mean he isn't trying not to think about it, about how he deliberately set out to kill someone. how it looked with that someone on top of vie with his hands around his throat. it makes his heart threaten to jam up into his own throat and the car feels too small.
there's no going back from any of this and he wants to tell vie that because it's true. they have to move forward now, or at least he does. vie wasn't the one who did the deed, anyway. he could spin it as being an unwilling witness and keep himself safe that way. jaejin almost wants to suggest it. he made the deal with chul not even a week ago, why would he go back on it so quickly with what was at stake? it could make sense.
what about his parents? he doesn't want to think about this. ]
No, it's okay. We can't stay here right now. It's important that we leave, even for just a few days.
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there's no going back from any of this and he wants to tell vie that because it's true. they have to move forward now, or at least he does. vie wasn't the one who did the deed, anyway. he could spin it as being an unwilling witness and keep himself safe that way. jaejin almost wants to suggest it. he made the deal with chul not even a week ago, why would he go back on it so quickly with what was at stake? it could make sense.
what about his parents? he doesn't want to think about this. ]
No, it's okay. We can't stay here right now. It's important that we leave, even for just a few days.