Don't, [ he starts, and then stops, unable to push forward any further. vie only knows he doesn't want jaejin to apologize. ] I did this. I will try to fix it.
[ but even vie isn't sure how he'll manage to do that. he has no real allies outside the amber house, he has no friends. part of him wonders if he still has jaejin now, a direct trigger to the ache in his heart and the wetness rimming his eyes. jaejin's standing there like he's been scolded rather than hurt, and vie can't help feeling he's no better than his boss or any of the other people that had used him before. he had wanted him to feel safe and comfortable, but he's done nothing except hurt him.
vie takes the slightest step back and sits on the sofa again, torn on what to do. part of him wants to leave, but the selfish part of him wants to get on his knees in front of jaejin and beg him for forgiveness. he feels himself growing a little cold. ]
I'm sorry for making that choice, but you don't owe me anything.
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[ but even vie isn't sure how he'll manage to do that. he has no real allies outside the amber house, he has no friends. part of him wonders if he still has jaejin now, a direct trigger to the ache in his heart and the wetness rimming his eyes. jaejin's standing there like he's been scolded rather than hurt, and vie can't help feeling he's no better than his boss or any of the other people that had used him before. he had wanted him to feel safe and comfortable, but he's done nothing except hurt him.
vie takes the slightest step back and sits on the sofa again, torn on what to do. part of him wants to leave, but the selfish part of him wants to get on his knees in front of jaejin and beg him for forgiveness. he feels himself growing a little cold. ]
I'm sorry for making that choice, but you don't owe me anything.